Wisdom with sickness

I look at life differently now. It's no longer this field of black n white but ultimately just a long ending river of grey. Sickness causes you to become self-aware of the world and the things within it.

You no longer view life as one giant flat surface but multiple layers of things yet to be discovered. I've noticed that the wisest people are the ones who've gone through the most hell. Those people realize that all the trivial things in life don't matter anymore what matters is right here what ever you're feeling in those particular moments. I believe being sick gives you this new profound wisdom that you've never had before and as children it really signifies how much we really aren't children anymore. I finally come to the conclusion that we might of lost our childhood but in reality we've gained much more.